Maybe I'm a bit of a natural mystic, or maybe it's a leftover symptom of having dated a turbo hippie (thanks, Hippie Matt), but from time to time I like to read my horoscope (or sometimes a fortune cookie...), and I always find myself taken aback when it rings just a bit true.
Here's the connection: I have been feeling a bit burnt out from all the preparing, Spanish studying, worrying, etc., that lately I haven't felt like doing anything. And of course that scares me because I only have three months until Granada, and you know me - I am a worrier (much as I hate to admit it). Anyway, I feel lazy and burnt out but at the same time guilty for those feelings, like I should be doing something productive at every waking hour.
But I think my horoscope is telling me to call my friends. To have some long-needed conversations and to ask all of my friends who have travelled abroad about their experiences. I want to take those stories with me. I think that will be a happy combination of my burn out with my need to feel prepared. I can relax and just focus on my relationships with the ppl I love and at the same time feel a little less alone in what I'm about to do (see earlier post from today).
Now as for that "Let the kid in you out" part...I don't have an effing clue!
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